2003-08-26, 10:25 p.m.

I'm pathetic. Just crossed the one week mark. Don't have any idea what we are. Friends or more than friends? No idea. Should I ask? Seriously, I don't really feel anything about it anymore. Just happiness and relief. Don't matter if it ends tomorrow. No idea why. What do I really want?

Think I don't apreciate what I have. Once I have it, I don't really tresure things anymore. Applies for everything, even people. Maybe I'll be sad for a few days. I'll recover. What do I really want?

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