2003-07-29, 11:08 p.m.

I so sorry that I have not been updating for such a long time. So many things have happened between such a short period.

I think that many things and people have changed. People whom I know only as aquaintance or a litle more suddenly became friends, and those whom I have known for quite some time seem to change drastically. Take "HER" (*name not esposed) for example, sometimes, I think she is trying to be with the "IN" crowd or trying to be popular. I mean, being yourself is the imporatant thing, not how popular you are or things like that. If you show your true self, people will like you better.

One things that I really don't understand is why most of my friends doesn't like that person I like? It's stupid. I mean, I'm the one who like him, not them, they don't have to care but why do they always put him down? Seriously, my friends are quite a mystery sometimes. Recently, I think that the group is falling apart. I don't know if it is because of any rivalry or jealousy between each other, but the people in it are not getting along very well.

I really hope that things will turn out for the better, if not the everlasting friendship would just be gone like that. Though friends come and go, I really want this bunch to remain with me for life.

XoXo,
Anna

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