Sunday, Dec. 28, 2003, 9:30 p.m.

I just realized that this year passed by so fast, and this being my last entry here, I think I'm gonna break-down this yr and jot down some notes for each month.(its like i'm making a speech. tee hee :P)

Janaury: The confusion month. First day of school was messy and the days that followed wasn't tt great. Days passed in a blur and the only things that I remembered was getting quite good marks for A-math.

February: The month where everything started. Saw him at the clinic and the feeling stayed. Loved going to tuition tt time. Then saw him on the bus on 4th Feb. That memorable day. Still remember it till now. I remember I was sitting on the busstop bench, then his bus stopped and I saw him. Couldn't stop smiling, smiled all the way to school, smiled the whole day. Then following days were spent waking up early to try to catch his bus. Then saw him at J8 when we wanted to buy clothes. First time some of them saw him.

March: Chatted with someone called Sam Lim. Got his number, then SMSed him on magical march the 10th, ard 7 pm. Smsed a while, then next time SMSed him was March 12. Said I like him. Said he like me too. Then Started chatting on MSN. Few weeks later, devastated. Marks started going rock bottom.

April: This month went by fast. Forgot what happened during that time. But think ended up with a crush on a teacher.

May: Also forgot what happened, just know that had a lot of fun with friends, just talking crap and plain wasting time. Had tons of fun though. Then was studying for mid-yr, but instead of studying at KFC, we planned our chalet at KFC. But surprisingly got 3rd in cls but then percentage is lousy.

June: Holiday month! Went for chalet, had fun but there were conflicts, hope to forget them. Holiday slowly came and went. In between went to Malaysia for a holiday, went with dad's friends. Met Danial, then also knew tt guy frm VS, girl from RGS and girl from Dunman.Then dunno when during the hols went out, and saw him. If I'm not wrong, the date is 23rd. And linwan broke her nail and it was bloody.

July: Lived like there was no tml during tt time. Juz played and played and played all day long. Then my birthday came, and you guys got me what I wanted, a badgemaker(JIAMIN WHERE IS IT????). Still lived like everyday was the last. And still continued liking him. By then he wasn't in tuition anymore.

August Life was still good. Still saw him in the morning and still chatted constantly. Then Aug 10th did a crazy thing, asked him something. Said no. Then I gave up. Then saw him on thur after school near his house. Then 2 days later on sat Aug 16th, said he was thinking and wanted to try. So we gave it a try. Those days were sweet. Loving SMS-es everyday. Someone to just spend time chatting till late night. Even with a test the next day. Then a wk later , he came to my house.4-ever memorable day.Even canceled all appt and banned phone calls to my house. Then was supposed to go to me maid's bbq, but he gotta study, so nv go. Then had tt little bet. He lost so he nv got his prize, though how I wish I lost. Then a wk or 2 later, it was over. Surprisingly, I wasn't tt upset. In fact I was quite relieved, but I dunno why.

September: Also passed by in a blur, cant remember much. But just had tons of fun. Nothing much happened I supposed.Oh yeah, I got my 7250i.

October: Cant think of anything much, except studying for EOY papers. But then also nv did well, so lets not talk abt it. Then also had fun,and last day of OCT, went to see S.H.E. Man, I hate these kinda things.

November: Start of hols, had clz everyday. Then was itching to play bowling. So went to play. Hung ard a little. Lost my phone, went for IT course at NYP.

December: Suddenly went out like almost a few days per week. Spent more time with friends. Went to the zoo. Went shopping tons of times. Then Christmas came, sucky one though. Then now its gonna be ime to go back to study again. THe last few years of studying. ITs sad, but I wanna study for the rest of my life. I know, I'm weird, not to mention dumb.

Thats my yr. I had fun, and I hope all of you had fun too. And btw, to start afresh, my new blog will be http://xwithlovex.diaryland.com Please update ur links, starting from next year, 2004.

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